Monday, January 17, 2011

stripes craze.

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after all those plain-tee craze, now my wardrobe new clothes are mostly stripes! bought different kinds of stripes outfit for CNY already and i’m happy wearing stripes! :D and i love blue besides white black and grey now! good change Eva, start dressing up in colors alright! :)

and i can sense vintage style comes next!:P

Sunday, January 16, 2011

男生到底懂不懂~距离

转载于http://qiaoyan89.blogspot.com/2011/01/blog-post_06.html

短信听不到语气,电话看不到表情。­
其实我没生气,你当真了;我在笑呢,你看不到吧;我哭了呢,抱着手机哭倦了睡过又醒了,你在忙吗? ­

2、共同语言
如果两个人在一起,两个人的交往圈会融为共同的圈子,话题永远都在更新。 ­而不在一起的两个人,对彼此身边的环境都会因陌生而逐渐失去兴趣,慢慢的,能说的话只有空洞的‘我想’。 ­
我在努力找话题呢,不要回信说‘哦、嗯、好’了好吗?­

3、不安全感 ­
看了10次手机了,你还是没有回信。你在哪、和谁、在干什么? 刚刚拒绝了别人的好意,却禁不住想,你身边的莺莺燕燕,一如我身边的花花草草吗? ­

4、远水不救近火 ­
我这里下雨了,来送伞的是同学的弟弟;我吃饭忘带钱了,来解围的是朋友的朋友。原来你不吭声是因为你生病了,可我再担忧,也不能在你身边端一杯水…­

5、距离产生幻觉
其实有些小虚荣,照片有时候剪掉了眼袋才给你看,其实有些小自负,认定了的事情就以为自己一定对。为了大老远的爱你,我拒绝身边一切说你不好的言论,什么都往好的方向想。你也是吧.其实我们都不是对方想像的那样好

6、距离产生误会 ­
我兴冲冲地发短信给你讲刚刚的趣事,你隔了半天说‘噢’,我不知道你在忙的嘛,所以我生闷气了。 ­你给我发了八条短信两个电话我也没回,愤怒得嗷嗷直叫,我在上课呢,手机调振动了的嘛。其实我们都知道对方不是故意的,但情绪来了,总需要宣泄的。­

7、善意的谎言 ­
我碰巧和相熟的男生去看电影了,想了想,对你说和女生去的。 你独自去了我们约好要一起去的地方,犹豫再三,对我说你哪都没去。 ­不愿让对方多想,却因为偶尔的疏忽,让对方想得更多。

8、寂寞
一个人不寂寞,想念一个人才寂寞。 ­
你说,来,抱抱。于是我把自己裹在被窝里,闭上眼,恩,抱抱。 ­
一个人站在夜空下时,你会抬头看月亮吗?­

9、信念坍塌 ­
我看到身边一对一对的,男生帮女生打开水送饭,在宿舍楼下卿卿我我,周末还能一起爬山,没忍住就对在地图对角线上的你发牢骚,其实是想听你的鼓励,想听听你的安慰,你的一个电话就能让我安心。 ­
可也许刚刚好你接到朋友异地恋分手倾诉的电话,那么容易就把自己带入了戏,无心的抱怨雪上加霜。 ­
有时候折腾一下,只为了证明自己的重要性。哪知脆弱基础上的高楼只须多压上一根头发的重量,也许就崩溃了。­

10、你的真心 ­
人心隔肚皮,更何况我们还隔着千山万水。 男生永远无法理解女生为什么需要浓浓的表达爱意,正如我永远不知道你为何可以那样轻轻的表明心意。­当我完全了解以上所有困难,依然下定决心明知不可为而为之的时候, 却不知上一刻还信誓旦旦的你,会不会什么时候突然铁了心要放弃呢?
也许只是终于亲身经历,我们才觉悟了,异地真的不是一张火车票可以解决的事情。
多少人败给了距离但我还希望我们可以成为一对不管在那里,还是发生什么事都能一起面对所有的事情就像有心电感应的那样。。 其实我真的真的不想输给我们之间的距离,因为我觉得好害怕失去你~

后记:她把异地恋的心声切切实实地表达出来了!很厉害好吗!!!!

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

pretty Brissy gone.

Me and leen used to hang out here, at the riverside in the city. looking at the glam glam Story Bridge at night, and the lights from the opposite of the river, enjoying the evening breeze along the river. always, there will be lots of laughters from the restaurants along the riverbank, happy talks! and now, all i see is water. sigh.

I have goosebumps all over when i am seeing at the photos of the flooded area. pretty sceneries all gone. nice ’ol nice places all underwater. and i’m upset.

while browsing throught the facebook page of flood info, it makes me feel so touched that people are actually posting up things like sharing out the house for refugees. so kind of them it makes the world so much more beautiful. and i swear if i were there right now and my house is safe and high up enough and not affected by flood, i will open it up and welcome homeless people in!

and one of the report mentioned that there was a bull shark spotted at the flooded street. omggggg dangerous sial! hope the shark will not harm anyone, hope it’s just…. you know, lost its way!

the news says flood might get worse in the next few days. and the only thing i can do now is to cross my fingers and pray for the people in Brissy. no one wants this to happen, and may all of you be safe.

things will be alright. *fingers crossed*

shine Brissy, shine!

i updated my facebook status, saying that i’m worried of my big bear in the garage and Jian Chung tagged -me this photo! eeeeeee i dont want my big bear to float on the flood like that (anyhow i still think that if Big Bear might drain into the water rather than floating because he’s just way too heavy when he meets water –___-)! sigh though our place is still high up considered there are still many places lower which havent flood yet, i’m still worry! i have too many things in the garage, and some might not packed up since its the ex-housemates that helped us to clean the room after we left :( very very worry.

okay you know Gemini right? yes you know, double-character. and yes Eva is a gemini. :S at one point i’m so worried about the place, the flood, the bear, the stuffs in the garage, the friends over there, the pretty Uni etc, at another point, i looked excited (according to dad and leen) T___T nonononono dont get me wrong i’m not that heartless ok just that i’ve never encounter things like this in my life and i’m always adventurous at heart, and i’ve gradual thoughts that i WANT to experience all these. OH WAIT, but thats before i watched the video clip attached in this breaking news. seriously, whats this different from Tsunami eh? its almost similar to what i saw in the TV news few years ago regarding the Indonesia tsunami! and i can imagine how dirty the places will be after the flood has gone. i still cannot imagine how dirty aussie looks like, yet! :S

dad said i should start being thrifty and start saving up, because he can foresee the economic might got affected due to this flood. T_______T please dont, Mr Economy! it’s hard to survive for such a high currency convert rate in aussie already, don’t make my life harder please :( i dont want feed myself with more HomeBrand Chicken and Corn cup noodle!

anyhow i still hope that things will get alright. felt bad for those who are stranded in the flood. i got my fingers crossed for you people! hang on there, friends in Brissy! hang on there, big bear! may all of you be safe :)

Monday, January 10, 2011

anyeong 2011

p/s: The Summer’s Attic has massively updated ;)
p/p/s:
Cosplay House has just launched two days ago!

i guess this blog will only be revived when i get back to aussie. and i’m going back in a month and a half time!

okay i think i shall just update about what have gotten into me recently. oh my, i just realised this is my first post in 2011, after 10 days! how time flies aye?

no not gonna make any resolution now because i guess my new year starts when i get back to aussie. havent got the feeling that i’m turning 21 this year, but cant wait to turn 21:)

shit so long didnt blog, i dont know where to start eh:P

okay first thing first, i started my 2011 with bf and friends! very very big thing for me because this was the first time i countdowned with people other than family!! like seriously so excited ok my curfew was pushed to later for that day only because its bf’s birthday!:P oh and the bf’s birthday wasn’t like what’d planned but still, the feeling got it right! :)

and then i’ve met more new friends these days, mostly those who are studying in UQ this coming february, that means i will be having more aussie friends! happy happy joy joy! i’ve only one semester left and imma live it to fullest before dreading my ass back to Malaysia again this july :S

the bf is not going to brisbane, sadly :( he’s going to melbourne with a whole bunch of friends leaving me out in brissy but i guess we will most probably be alright. its kinda tiring with the thoughts of having LDR all over again but i think it worse not since we’ll be having no time difference for half a year (excluding daylight saving) and more SMSes! :) BUT he’s gonna miss my 21st birthday T__T and i’m still thinking should i send him off in the airport. i dont want to weep like a cow and flood whoever’s car with salt water:P

life’s treating me good, but health’s not! awww cold and flu viruses have been dominating my body and yes yes i’m a walking snot machine. you see me, you see tissues, dirty tissues by the way:P and i were having killing sore throat and migraine i couldn’t cough nicely! sooooooo torturing T________T and yes i have very sexy voice too:P and during my sicky time, i’m craving for KFC, mamak food, pasar malam food etc that will worsen my sickness T_____T and the boyfriend has promised that he will bring me to pasar malam before he left for aussie, but after i’ve fully recovered my all these ma-fan sickness! :D

okay i shall go to bed now and i know you miss me so here you go one of my recent pic with favorite grandma! :) yes yes i'll leave this family gathering dinner for another blogpost aye :) thats including if i’m still in the mood of writing very overdue post, and i have time :PIMG_6946okay thanks bye.