Sunday, November 30, 2008

快乐男人



想不到作者竟然是男生!他的部落格超有意思的,很认同他的想发。小民加油!
点击测试一下吧!

思考型(好學不倦,機智過人)


您具有退縮、聰明、專注、安靜、客觀的傾向。您不愛表露情感,內向而自給自足,以疏遠冷漠而非害怕來展現自我。您精通心智的分析,常說自己是「染上資訊毒癮的人」。您喜歡事實和系統,將聰明才智投注於這個世界上只有少數人才明白的神袐事物上。

優點:您的生活形態只求最低限度,只要一點點就過得去,簡化了物質的需求。

缺點:您以局外人的身分體驗日常生活,和自己以及外在事件皆保持距離,因此無法輕易感受即時的感覺和想法。、

愛情:親密關係成功與否,在於伴侶對您需要私隱的諒解及尊重。允許您擁有個人空間的人,才會得到您的歡心,任何侵犯或被要求的經驗都只會令您退縮。
您不輕易流露感情,只是把關係放在心靈的某個間隔裏。「當我們開車外出時,她在車上睡覺或看書,並不把注意力放在我身上,不過她還是在我身邊。」

安定方 - 挑戰型:在安定的狀態下您會變得願意承擔,既明確又平易近人。

壓力方位 - 活躍型:當面對感情的壓力或情緒對抗時,您會變得享樂主義。您會搜尋所有可能的逃脫策略,不願對任何事情做出承諾,而且顯得慌慌張張。

建意:
接納身體的感受和情緒的出現。
准許自己奢侈享樂。
避免原地踏步,嘗試採取行動

最渴望:全知,洞悉一切
最恐懼:對身邊事物感到無知,束手無策
最難達到的美德:忘我 (Detachment)
最難克服的執念:吝嗇 (Stinginess)


测验结果最偏差的一次。不认同,但可能我真的是这样吧。
心情糟透了!想哭,想骂,想喊,想倾诉,想睡了就别起来了。
唉,又要逃避现实了。
me gonna die.










me wanna die.
me dying.

Friday, November 28, 2008

of spending and wasting time

WARNING: overloaded of the chubby big face with serious black-eye-circle and frizzy hair. BEWARE!

today was cranky again. after last day in ADP, i didn't celebrate with the new gang in Sunway Pyramid. instead, bringing microeconomics bloody heavy textbook and headed to Noodle Station usual spot, try to study as much as possible while hoping my phone will ring.

i drink and ate and drink and ate and finally open up the book, read for freaking 9 pages, and suddenly saw the camera in my bag. wtheck i should have kept the camera deeper in the bag.

what do you relate with camera???

CAMWHORE!!!! and yea today is a camwhore day! =D

p/s: i haven't camwhore in the past few months and i once thought i've quitted this time-wasting hobby, and today i prove myself wrong =____________=

i love the semi-pro canon G7 although it's quite heavy if used to camwhore, it makes my hand so sour!
ah my hair is always so messy...... =((
....and someone please teach me how to photoshop my dark-eye-circle away!
and i got so bored posing the same thing again and again......
so i try to play with the timer.....
and acted tired. =________=

after that i found out the macro function and try a few attempts. eventually i have talent in it. hahahahaha... Shien, see i think my macro photo look nicer than yours even though i don't have any technique. =p

and this camera case is the one i like the most! =)

i spent the rest of my time camwhoring and totally ignored the fact that i'm going to have final exam next week. har har.

on the way back from subang, can't help not camwhoring already. too long didn't camwhore already ma...
again and again...still not enough...this is the last shot already....really i swear it will be the last shot..okay la end la end la... =p

time flies during camwhore...
....and my microeconomic textbook is still bookmarking on the 9th page.

Thursday, November 27, 2008

countdown to the farewell

82 days before i leave Malaysia for Queensland.

so many things to do, so little time. i really hope time freezes. i can feel the pressure of leaving the familiar place already. 82 days is not many i don't know what is my feeling now. like wanted to hold back something, but i can't even touch anything. i really want to appreciate everything, as if i'm not coming back again. i want to bring all the memories i have to the whole new place. i want to miss everything here when i'm there. i know there's no turning point, and i can't run away from the plane next february, which is in one of my plan if i can't take it during the farewell. i keep telling myself, everything will be alright. but the more i self-console, the more i get the tension. tension of leaving my comfort zone, tension of leaving the boyfriend, tension of not receiving good night wishes every night, tension of not having enough bear bear to protect me during the nights, tension of have to do all the chores cook the meals and wake up in time. WHY I HAVE TO LEAVE? =(

scare. tension. need a shoulder.

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

imma not gonna live in the past.

i finally made up my mind not to post the few blogposts i've written in last two weeks. things have past, and i don't think i should live in the past. as long as things are not repeating, i can forgive and forget. (even though i know when it happens again i still will try to act don't know) there's nothing i can do if you don't want to tell the truth that i already know which i wanted to hear it from you. nevermind, you have your own choice. seriously i knew more than you think i should know. i have to act like i don't know anything so that i can hold back something. the relationship, the environment, the memories, other people, everything. ah but reality still harsh i shall say, so screw it. wtheck but i'm glad i knew those things, but not trusting them, at least i still reserve a chance for the truth to be told. i've less than 100 days to be spent in malaysia, and i don't think it's worth to live with the trauma you gave. at least i know the world is not kind all the time, at least now i know how to protect myself, even from the close one. thanks for giving me such a big lesson. i take it.
"爱情强求不来 勉强不来
细心 可以让爱情长久
贴心 可以让爱情甜蜜
惟有发自内心的诚意
才是打动对方的利器"
- 18禁不禁

我到底缺乏细心还是贴心啊?像我酱粗枝大叶的女生,应该两样都没有吧?但至少我有进步吧,而且很发自内心的改变。

我的蜕变,你看到了吗?...

lame yet meaningful treat of the day

trigarohnas@hotmail.com says:
next time ppl ask u what the hell hor
and the ppl damn piss u off right

evatee@hotmail.com says:
then?

trigarohnas@hotmail.com says:
u just tell them, hell is where the bad ppl will go
like YOU
haha

evatee@hotmail.com says:
haha
haahahha
hahahahahhahahahahaaaaa
imma post this up

xx

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

taggie

Tag 6 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

I was tagged by Ming Chang aka the Cockcroach of 6M'2002

I tag Tzen, Momoko, KinChin, Jason, Edan, Sarah (lol the ADPians)


1st : What's your name?
Eva

2nd : How old are you?
legal 18 =)

3rd : What are three electronics you can't live without?
mobile, laptop, mobile. =p

4th : Are you amazing?
abuthen. lalala~

5th : What is the brand of the phone you are using?
Dopod. only canggih people use this phone. ask Momoko! haha. still got the fading effect damn canggih!

6th : What colour is your phone?
Black.

7th : Have you slept in school before?
it's a must in order to graduate =)

8th : How long are you online in one day?
more than one second. lalala~

9th : How would you describe yourself?
optimist who procrastinate. love to sleep but hardly sleep and when really sleep i sleep like pig. metabolism rate super high. dark not tanned. and basically a long-lost sister of spongebob squarepant (sob i have the same square face as him. how sad =C)

10th : What's your favourite topic to talk about?
gemini can talk everything. =)

11th : Which teacher do you like?
Sunda wtheck. i like him until i hope he can have a good rest at home and no need to be so samfu to come to teach everyday. hahahaha. see i treat like him and treat him so darn good.

12th : Who do you think is the most handsome in your class?
eh i got so many classes la. serious lor ADP don't really have leng chai. but leng lui whole bunch la. ask me who is the most ugliest in my class i can tell la lol. human nature ma.. not leng chai how to bluff?

13th : Who are you currently aiming on?
i'm aiming for........... Mr pass in next week's final. @.@

14th : Do you know a lot of your sibling's secrets?
i know leen's secret. no. leen knows more of my secret. =p
omg i don't really know Eda's secret. i'm not a concerning sis.
Ena's secret i know some also! like those bear bear's affairs. haha.

15th : How do you rate your sibling?
9.5/10
0.5 cause where got perfect one?

16th : Is your sibling gorgeous?
darn gorgeous!

17th : Do you judge people?
yes. people judge me what. judge back them la!

18th : Do you run?
i love chasing the wind. =)

19th : Are you lazy to tag people?
not really but yes. wtheck haha.

20th : Who was the last person you spoke to on the phone?
my sunflower. =p don't know who a? my sayang. still don't know? Momoko says, MY BOY! =p

21st : What's 2 + 2?
5. eh? not 5? 7. eh eh no not 7! ah i don't know.

22nd : Who's your idol?
powerpuff save the world! fighting crime, trying to save the world, bla bla bla just in time, THE POWERPUFF GIRL! POWERPUFF da da da da da! @.@

23rd : Are you a monster?
hohoho. evil monster!

24th : Do you play with Barbie dolls?
yea when i was a kid. and i used to cut the barbie's hair and expect it to grow back. so i waited for years and years, and the barbie still with short ugly hair. i know i used to be so stupid when i was a kid. kid what!

25th : What was the last movie you watched?
Madagascar Escape to Africa! move it move it~ but i watched half way through only. =(

26th : What do you think about your English?
so so la. can pass the exam, can communicate with bangladesh, can understand lyrics, can translate when stucked in BM. haha.

27th : What do you think about your Bahasa Malaysia?
i once thought that my BM is not-that-bad. and i talked some these days with Momoko and friends, and i was so proud of it. until lately only i found out that actually my BM sucks to the max. i can't help changed to English when talking to the taxi driver, can't understand how much the cashier wants me to pay, and the most ridiculous is............. I ACTUALLY CREATED MY NEW WORDS! like MENGALAMI KESEJUKAN????? tell me i'm right please. everyone is making fun of these two bloody stupid words which i randomly blurted out. sigh.

28th : Who do you hate?
the sacarstic one, smile wickedly at me when i can't answer questions in class, sacarsticly wants me to teach him when he knows my level is much lower than him, and thought he is so good but actually he's not. YOU SUPER KIASU I HATE YOU!

29th : Do you love yourself?
hahaha. other than the boyfriend, the only one i lurve is me myself =)

30th : Blurt out 5 random words
wtheck
har? (pissed yongsheng off today har har.)
why like that?
very immoral eh..
yer disgusting la!

Sunday, November 23, 2008

是真的不明白,还是不想明白?

一个人真的很难撑。为什么你永远都不明白?...

Saturday, November 22, 2008

me nice quote

"being good and caring might be a fault as well..just good but not too good and it depends on who r the one u treating..love is not to hurt.."
- Jing Shuang

Love is such a big knowledge and i suck in it. sigh. think on the bright side, nevermind i have whole life to learn it. =)

As for me, lurve is like a boomerang. if it's yours, it will come back to you, providing it is thrown the right way.

p/s: eh i think for so long already only get this theory. quote me quote me! =D

i believe that if it's mine it will come back to me. if it's not then i shouldn't hold it tight.

Friday, November 21, 2008

tagged by Tzen


1. take a recent picture of yourself or take a picture right now..

2. don't change ur clothes, just take a picture..

3. post that picture with NO editing..

4. post the picture with these instruction..

5. tag 7 people to this..

6. *no tag backs*

i tag no one. tak da mood.
i am an attention seeker. so desperate. but why the one whom's attention i wanted so much do not give any respond yet making things worse?

aaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh so cranky can die!!!! i want to go home. sob4.

bloody accounting project =(

i go all cranky the whole day.

test was rescheduled earlier, and i was late and skipped two classes and things just went not right. should say start from yesterday evening. some things are bugging me so hard that i think i shall start to think every single thing all over again and make the best decision. very annoying, and the person i wanted so much was not with me. =(

currently still in the library, doing accounting final project which should have handed in today. luckily Mr KC postponed the deadline. me and Mandy have so limited knowledge on accounting and we are struggling like hell now. in add, there's no one for us to yell for help! like everyone really done everything and we are the worst one sangat loner in library. i guess today we can't finish it and i have to come to college again on weekends to finish this project. my accounting is near fail already. and i cannot fail this subject. ahhhhhh god popi popi. =(

moody can make everything goes worse kan? but can't help not moody. why i like that ah?? i feel like killing myself. so depressed. yesterday night crammed Statistic until 5 in the morning. wthell. seriously lack of resting already.

ANYONE PRO IN ACCOUNTING, WILLING TO LEND A HELPING HAND ON PROJECT ANALYSIS???????? LEAVE A MESSAGE IN MY CBOX PLEASE! VERY DESPERATE NEED A PERSON WHO KNOWS HOW TO SOLVE CASH FLOW PROBLEMS!!!!!!!!! seriously where got people so good eat full nothing to do come and help me. sigh. better continue to depress.

byebye people come 11th floor library to save me out! =(

signing off,
a pig with right sore eye.

Thursday, November 20, 2008

limits.

i believe that people treat others they way they want to be treated. i always yearned to be treated like how i treat others. but why reality can't stop pushing me down from my beliefs?

i trusted people easily. and it's too easy till people treated it worthless already. and i can't blame others when i hurted so much and it's their fault cause the next second i will be drowning in guilty. i hate myself of being like that, i can't just take and go or leave and go the things i've hold for times.

every happenings will affect my mood for the whole day, or sometimes for days. someone asked "why have to think so much?". it's beyond my control. maybe i treat everything so importantly, and i mind every changes in life. i am not stupid. i just treat things seriously.

i have limits too. and since small i have trained by the surroundings to make my limits as big as possible. please, i hope people out there dealing with me, please have your limits too. i don't know how much more i can take in, and i will make everything over without concerning the importance of it.

some things are so important in my life, but if is over limit, i will try to adapt my new life without it. i say it, and i will mean it. i am an ordinarian, not God, with feelings too so don't take granted on me.

the bestie says, sometimes treat other people good is hurting ownself. yes i agreed but stupid guilty keep striking on me for no reason. and i always ended up blaming myself. sigh!

for certain things, it's going to touch my limits already. and i keep extending my limits to not hurt people around me. i just want everything to be easy. but when people are making it even complicated, i can be a real bitch too.

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

for those who hated me so much,

my right eye is having some infection AGAIN. and this time it's so serious that whole of my eyelid sores. red and bengkak. wtheck tomorrow i have calculus test eh... havent finish revising and now i hardly can open my right eyes. and i'm tearing non-stop now.. sigh! =(

now you can laugh all you want.

the one making me suffer like shit in this semester

being in Sunda's class is a disaster. being in Sunda's classes every weekdays is hellish torture. 10 days countingdown to final exam and he is going to make us do a project for each subjects. test will be holding on thursday and friday somemore. and a lot of assignments he sent thru emails and want us to do it before class.

did i mention that he didn't really teach everything in class before asking us to attempt the assignment? and want us to read up ourselves and ask questions during the next class? and we will be so blur case while doing the assignment and most of us leave it blank and piss him off? wtheck seriously being in his class is a big no no for those who have registered for next semester. seriously can die. T_______T

i'm still doing Statistics assignment now. T________________T

click and see how many mails Sunda can send in 24 hours. freaking 4 mails wtheck!

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

I like to move it move it~

before i start my post, i have to make thing clear that the last saturday's post is not talking about my boyfriend. ah i hate misunderstanding.

i like to move it move it! he likes to move it move it! she likes to move it move! we like to... MOVE IT! hahahahaha i went to watch Madagascar with leen yesterday. but half way thru we have to leave for some reason. =( but we have good laughs for an hour! it's so funny.. hahahaha... i will watch it completely again. =D

Tzen, i'm so sorry to tell you that the present i expected you will like it very much, is not for sale. LOL! i got so shocked when i asked the promoter and she said "itu bukan untuk dijual la..." =.= like if you are not selling it then don't la display it out.. big sigh! pop my bubbles of seeing Tzen's anticipation. =(

i don't know why but my mood is floating these days. i can laugh so hard for a moment, and the next second i will be damn quiet. my life is out of my control already. and i thought of visiting psychologist. then only i realised that most people around me are related to psychology. my dad is a psychology degree holder, my sis is currently persuing psychology in Australia, Momoko, Jason, and Charles are doing psychology in ADP. LOL i can have mental treatment for freeeeeeee, and they need to queue to make appointment to treat me. haha. i think i'm out of control again. sigh.

my academic is worsening. i actually flunked my Microeconomics mid-term exam when i was so confidently thought that i can get an A for it. sounds so stupid kan? 2 bloody questions made me dropped to hell from heaven. =( another case, blamed the KTM, i was late for Accounting last important test. i couldn't manage to finish the accounts and my final answers are ALL different from my classmates. pathetic. i hope i can gain some marks in the process part. sigh more! my CGPA will be plunging kao kao this semester. no more an honour student for sure. saddening kan? =(

i don't really like year end. i mean i don't really like the 3rd quarter of the year. don't ask me why but these months are usually the break-up months or problems months or stressful months. aiya the unlucky months la.. if break up with a good reason nevermind la.. but what i heard the most are those very unresasonable reasons. or should say it's excuses and not reasons. feelings are made by man, man decides feelings and not feelings control man. i don't know why people like to blame on feelings when they feel like breaking up. i can't accept this. (yer later i'm the one who use it lol).. most girls are complicated.. i'm not. i'm the easy-going one.. =p sometimes i don't really understand what they want also.. when the boyfriend treated them badly, they cannot accept. when the boyfriend treated them good, they cannot accept also. like that what you want la? *faint* i don't know why am i writing all those but they just suddenly come to my mind. not accusing anyone here.

my blog is too wordy these days. no photos. my pendrive just went missing few days ago and all photos and what not all gone. see all unlucky things always come to me one... =( lazy nak upload community service photos also. =p

Happy Birthday Ena! xoxo.

p/s: omg this post is oh-so-random. my whole brain is thinking what to eat for lunch. Ebi Tempura Don or BK's mushroom swiss? sigh financial crisis.

Monday, November 17, 2008

whose's birthday?

Happy Belated Birthday, Zoe Reeves!!!!
(at least i wish. late is always better than never. =p)

legal already har... must play safe know.. ;)
my twin brother is a playboy. advise you to find another better guy. haha.

the girl's birthday on the 14th we didn't even prepare present. cause i remember the wrong date. lol. sorry la tzen... i didn't know which bugger tell me the wrong date eh.. not my fault ha... =p
present is on the way. you will like it for sure. =)

xoxo.

Saturday, November 15, 2008

am updating posts. (yes there are a few drafts to be completed.) i don't want my words hurt anyone so yea, will keep editing until I'm satisfied only i post em up. so bare with me.

my life was a mess last week. i experienced the most hurtful thing, and my mind just went so incomplete for a short period. i realized that sincerity is bullshit, trustworthy is just nothing these days. people just think for their own, and I'm just a nobody. for once, i thought i am going to die. not cause of the incident, but the principle i believe so far has been destroyed. there's no hatred, cause i found that i can't even hate. i do what i think is right, so do others. and how others going to treat me is totally beyond me. all i need to do is take what they think i should take and treat them all of my heart. reality is harsh. so damn harsh and yea, i lost to fate. there's so much for me to learn and so many truth I've finally knew in just one short week. should say God wanted to test how tough a person i am? and i won.

i have a whole bunch of good memories in that place setting, but someone just destroyed it so damn easily. trust is not to play. so don't play with trust. cause once you destroy the trust I've built for you, too bad there's no next chance. anyhow, thanks for the memories, thanks for the way you treated me. i hope it's not faking all this while. at least i trusted for the last time, i know it's not. don't take grant on my trust, for it is priceless.

someone says i acted pity. oh well, I'm just not in the mood to fake around, even just a smile. too bad, I'm not angelic after all. haha.

i will remember the good things. the bad ones will fade in no time. i am still me, but a lil more grown up. my mind was so overloaded with complicated theories the whole week and now i just want a good rest. this is my blog, i rant, but i'm not accusing anyone. it's my blog after all, i write for myself. so read and forget. more posts coming up. ;) good night peeps.

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

".....a person who gives you happiness hurts you the most."

everytime i need you the most, you will not be with me.
and i have to pick my shattered feelings up myself and pretend like nothing happens before.
i just want you, not others, if you ever understand how that feels.
i hate myself faking my life and be like a princess when i'm not.
i hate when i voice up everything but get no response, hurt still hurts, bleed still bleeding.
few more disappointments, and my heart no longer live.

i fall. so hard. so pain. so cold. so weak. yet who cares?

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

too full. bursted. how i wish i could take in more.
over limits. accidentally slided off. how i wish i could hold it tight.

how much more could i bare? how long more could i wait?
who cares? cause nobody gives a shit.

the harder i breathe, the cramper my heart is.
the more i wish, the harder i fall.

bullshit once says, thank everything which go against you. cause they will made you a stronger person. bullshit, i take that.

Monday, November 3, 2008

memoire

the ups, the downs, the upsidedowns,
what we tear, we share, and those we have bared,
so many things i have yearned, and i learned, that there's no perfection to be earned.
i wish the time we spend together duplicates, happiness remains and sadness fades.
i wish you are vitalised by my presence, the bonds between us is never lose to time and distance.
if cupid ever exist, i hope to get strike with you twice.
if eternality survives, by every chance i would seize it right!

it's hard, but we made through a year! i believe there will be more years coming by.. =)

Happy 1st anniversary, baby! thanks for the memories in the past year. i've gone through a lot, learned a lot, grown up a lot. 9 12 21 18 22 5 25 15 18 =)

too bad i can't even meet the dearest during our 1st anniversary. =( blame SAM boo!

Sunday, November 2, 2008

crap. rubbish. crap. rubbish. wtheck.

ahhhhhhhh for the 1st time i don't know how to start a post. and i found it's hard to give a title to my post. cause my posts are all merely the same. so plain boring, i just can't think of anything interesting to boost my readership. how ah how ah???... those going to have final exam's geek-wannabe also can write better post than me. why i like that ah???

it's one hour before me and boyfriend's 1st anniversary. celebration has been postponed after his final exam. so suei his final exam starts right tommorow. sigh. nevermind since i haven't think of how to celebrate also. =p lagipun now in financial crisis so yea at least there's some time for me to be prepared lol. proposed to dad bout my part time job cause i really need money $.$ he said he will pay me like his employees if i really finish my job in time, nicely. but then he wants me to work for mom instead of him, and it's kinda fed up to work for mom since i worked for her when i was still a kid and it really annoyed me. like this cannot like that cannot, have to OT until late midnight, sometimes last minute work have to rush until dawn, and they always con me say want to pay me but at last used up my money in starbucks or new zealand natural.. damn saddening. daddy doesn't allow me to work away from home, sigh no choice i really love money so much now so i will be working for them for the coming weeks.

random: window XP damn hard to use. i want window vista back. =(

this week will be the busiest week ever. tomorrow grandma is going to admit into putrajaya's hospital. this coming wednesday she will be having a leg operation. putrajaya damn far eh.. somemore now klang's jam is even worse due to the construction's road block. Eda is going to sit for her grade7 piano practical exam on tuesday and i have to drill her until she really get prepared. wednesday i am going to a STAT field trip in the morning. have to do stats presentation after that. sien. PHIL's 10 hours community service still undone, most probably going to Cheras's orphanage this saturday. good to say that boyfriend is having exam and i am so busy, so that i won't keep kacau him. =p

see, end up with bunch of rubbish again.

p/s:
SAMmies, all the best! =) do the best already, apply for University of Queensland, then we go UQ bersama-sama! =)

Saturday, November 1, 2008

nothing. nothing. really nothing.

daddy wants to buy me a laptop since jie left for Aussie. how many months already, jie's coming back in two weeks time, and my laptop still tak nampak lagi. (wtheck i am so obsessed to bm nowadays i can't help adding some bm in my sentences and momoko the mangsa now speak some bm like me already. =______=) i'm not those technology savvy person and i just need a laptop which i can bring along to everywhere, with just basic office software and wireless connection. that's all. daddy always con me one... =(

in the meantime, i am sharing PC with daddy. i am not fancy bout PC. don't ask me why i just like laptop. maybe i was brought up with laptop. since small i didn't really use PC other than in school. i was so obsessed to laptop's keyboard. the sound of typing is cooler also. =____=

wait, actually after lotsa nonsense, the main thing i want to write is THE PC WHICH I WAS USING THESE DAYS DIE-ED!!!!! not die, not died, not dead, IT'S DIE-ED!!! (pronounce as: dai-ded) extreme way of die lol. something happened like software or hardware corrupted and it just can't function and the screen is wholly blue with white words. i called my uncle who used to fix our house's computer's problem but he's on his way to the airport to KK. suei! then my dad's friend came while i was alone at home just now. freaking scary cause that uncle is a stranger to me. and he told me, the blue screen is the most scariest problem cause not all files can be backed up if it's hardware corrupted. i was like wtheck cause if the pc died means i am going to use another pc means i can't use window vista anymore. saddening! but the clever me backed up all my files last week so i still have everything with me. unlike my dad, awwwww so sad, all his business files were in the computer and he always malas nak back up. i mourn for his files. =p

i don't know why i always wanted to blog something meaningful but ended up writing rubbish here. my readership plunged more than 50 percent already. so sad my earning stucked at the same figure for almost 2 weeks already. lifeless la in financial crisis now. so regret i went to starbucks twice after i was once so determined to quit starbucks. sighhhhh!