am in the library now, thought of nerding Accounting but ter-log in the computer and now addicted already lol. so thou shall write a short post now. =)
Momoko feel my emo-ness today. hahaha. so Momoko i give you the compliment. you are the one who really can feel me today. Nobody bother to ask am i okay also. emo shit emo shit but still have to act. sigh this is life man...
Tzen came to have lunch with us the usual gang yesterday. keharuan yang teramat. haha. you know when we get along together, we can talk forever. even if we meet everyday, we will still talk forever. just of the Hollywood and Bollywood, we can lame for the whole afternoon. i felt happy with the girls. we laughed the whole noon away. Tzen Reeves i miss you already hahaha.. tell me earlier when is your wedding and i shall start to save my money to buy the best wedding present for you. =p har i tell you people, among four of us, i'm the most realistic one. the girls are all so fantasy. refer to my last week's post of the family tree and you will know. why realistic? cause i'm in bollywood. i don't have a lot of celeb relatives which make me so confused from ex boyfriend to uncle to dad's bestie to whateveryoucalled, you think it, the girls have it. bollywood is simple, even in the fairyworld. cause you just have to get a lengchai to play hide-and-seek with you and that's it. no need to be so busy updating who ditch who, who got twins already, who is a gay etc =p anyone want to migrate to bollywood now????? har har..
okay la back to reality.
i am glad i start to mix with people this semester already. not that anti-social Eva anymore. since so long i haven't get any invitation to join other people for lunch other than Momoko, Xinyi sometimes, and Rachel recently, the day before yesterday after my Stats group discussion, i went for lunch with my groupmates, Charles and Teddy. momoko came over to join us after her class. i still can't believe i'm actually socializing already. =) today i have my brunch with the friend too. i felt the dead Eva has came alive lol. i started to talk to others instead of the usual old gang and yea, today when i told momoko i'm going to eat with my friend, she gave me a wierd look. (i insisted it's wierd, Momoko. but not that kind you think okay? i know what am i doing. =p) anyone give me a round of applause for my initiative to take the first step out of anti-social group?? lol.
on the other hand, homework and assignments and presentations and tests and quizzes and blablabla everything abut academic have driving me nuts. serious nut. i didn't know studying in ADP is such hectic. last two semesters, i don't even bother to ask if there's any deadline the next day. and yea i can tell you, now everyday i have AT LEAST one deadline. and i'm waaaaaaayyy too behind the syllabus. for the 1st time, there's people asking me "you think you will fail this subject or not?" after knowing that i don't even have a good foundation for that sub. i felt so miserable. yes lar for the 1st time after so many classes i'm still not in the situation. i felt sick also. sigh! MY DEAR LECTURERSSS, CAN YOU PLEASE STOP GIVING QUIZZES OR TESTS OR WHAT NOT???? today i have bloody calculus pop quiz in class, quiz in moral studies. tommorow i have to hand in microecons quiz and accounting take-home quiz. should i start geeking now? sigh. screw myself lar.. i'm still so lazy to study. can't blame others also.. no motivation, no mood, no inspiration, nothing. i fail one of my sub this semester, i can kiss goodbye to University of Queensland already. har har... i dont really want to go there also...
all of a sudden, so many people is interesting about me and the boyfriend. thanks for the concern, dudes and babes. we are fine. my boyfriend is an ordinary man, people are not perfect so don't pick on weaknesses okay. know the flower language of Sunflower? Momoko searched it yesterday and told me today it's LOYALTY. not bad har.. wonder what is chrysanthemum lol. maybe it's troublesome? and can't talk rightly? or crying flower. i'm still emo.
a pig ignored me for so long already. didn't even answer my phone call this morning. didn't on his phone. reply someone else also didn't bother to reply me. =( pig where are you?????!!!! i miss you la pig.. =(
daddy is at Genting now. and i'm still waiting for him to fetch me from school. pathetic. too many books to carry already so not going to catch a train. emo emo. sigh.
this post is not short though.