Wednesday, April 30, 2008

this what i do in library. <3

yesterday's me. at home. rotting. rotting. rotting.

my eye cacated. aizs.

this shirt was presented by Tzen from Singapore. thanks darling. =)

and i cut the roundneck because it's too tight. haha.

i'm feeling much more better now.
cause i'm back from college. =)

di-tagged oleh Lu Heok Tzen. =.=

Instructions: Remove ONE question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all. I

1. Who is your all-time inspiration?
Gan Ming Zu ;)

2. Have you given your first kiss away?
=)

3. What do u hate guys the most?
inconsiderate. (i have lots more. different situation different hatred =.=)

4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
heaven =.=

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
be a princess. haha. princess owns everything. =p

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
yes. i believe in fairytales =)

7. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
pamper myself. do whatever i like.

8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
why not? anti-regret. ;)

9. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
cute. =) lively. =) pretty. =)

10. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
requirementS? ever possible positive traits. XD

11. Which do you hate the most?
unfaithful?... not dog. =.=

12.What is your ambition?
be as blissful as possible.. this consider ambition hor?...

13. If you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
if i know my wrong then please shutup!!

14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
live life!! =)

15. Describe yourself. 3pros and 3 cons
pros - optimistic. =) outgoing. =)) helpful. =)))
cons - selfish. =( jealousy. =(( rude. =(((


16. Are you a Smart?
of course. duh?.. =p

17. If you have a chance. Which part of your character you would like to change?
self-center?.. i hate to say but i'm very selfish. i think for myself only. how sad. =(

18. Is there anything that u have done which u regret?
gazillion of them.. cant list all out rite?

19. What makes you different?
i'm the one and only Eva =)

20. What do you wish to do now?
wish to be at my sunflower's side. =.= i'm so in lurve. =p

Tag:
(shit. i shouldn't tag back those who had been tag by Tzen rite?..)
Shien
Flora
Zlynn

guess only three of them know my blog?.. haha...
bye.

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

i rather no holiday...

sleep, eat, walk, online, help out things, worry.
this is my holiday.
i HATE holiday!!!
i'm in hell now.
aizs. i'm feeling not well at all.
i want to go back to school.
i rather exam, i rather doing no-end assignments.
i rather being alone in school, than being alone at home.
boredom makes me think so much.
boredom makes me miss so much.
boredom makes me worry so much.
i hate holidays.
but i hate this semester break the most.
i am half-dying.
i need charge.
but i have to be considerate.
i feel something so out of control.
i am so insecure.
i am like in a hurricane.
spinning in a whirl but can't figure what is wrong.
i make myself busy.
keep eating, walking, bathing.
i'm going to be insane.
i want concern.
a question, a word, or even a smiley is more than enough.
shit. why the hell does Eva has this hardship?
=( someone activate me please.

Monday, April 28, 2008

i miss everything about subang jaya....

these are some pics during Tzen's farewell at Sunway Pyramid.

i know i have opened my leg slightly wide. i have nothing to say. aizs.
btw this photo is a memorable one cause we have another photo here when four of us 1st came here together last month. same place, same floor, same people, same post, same angle. =)

momoko. the Audi TT driver. =.=

i lurve the restroom's color combination. black and red. the perfect match!! and the restroom is nice. =)
spot my cacat-ed leg?? the shape just goes wrong. aizs.

fat me. shit.

i look exhausted la wei... CSCI's fault. i crammed this last subject for the whole night.

xinyi. she's enjoying her holiday at US now. damn suang.

tzen. the gonna-leave-me-lunchkaki. aizs. lunchtime without you is so not fun. =(

in the lift. tzen likes to hide behind us when taking photo. dont know why la.. =.= and my leg still look so cacat. aizs.

support CLEO!!!! $5.60 only. damn cheap. and it's informative. it's not about fashion. it's about LIFE!!! CLEO rockssss!!

Sunday, April 27, 2008

i promise my sayang i will stop blogging..
then the 2nd day i said i will least my blog post..
cause it's quite hard to quit from addiction..
then now my lesser thingy means
from blogging everyday to blog twice a day..
shit.
i'm bad.

it's Sunday.
my Winter semester is over.
i have nothing to do with academic now.
a bit not used to it.
no assignments. no homework. no quizzes and tests.
no presentations. no group work. no no no. nothing.
but next semester i will suffer.
my subjects will be English Writing (again. aizs. mass comm student. no choice.), psychology, communication, and Malaysian studies.
other than the bloody nonsense Malaysian studies,
the 3 subejcts are so famous on doing assignmentsssSSSSSS, theoryssSSSSs, LANGUAGE!!!!....
shit.
but i have no choice. i have to do as many relevant subjects as i can in this 3 semesters.
i want to go into prestigious University next year. (day-dreaming. @.@)

if you think this car is cute, wait till you see the driver!!
omg.. this phrase damn cute..
sayang, damn suit you la.. haha..

cookies, cupcakes, gingerbread,
cookies, cupcakes, gingerbread..
which i want to try to bake 1st???
i lurve cookies. i think i will do that 1st.
chocolate chips cookies.
yum yum yum.=)
this will be the 2nd meaningful things i want to do in this short semester break.

and the 1st important thing is......
to become more girly?..
shit.
girly. become more not so boyish. =p
sit properly, walk properly, stand properly.
the most important thing...
WALK IN A STRAIGHT LINE!!!!!
yerterday after tried this,
only i realise each time i walk my 2 legs don't touch each other.
damn sickening.
and now only i realise..
i walk in a straight line the best when i wear heels.
2 weeks time.. revolution of Eva.... to become more not-so-boyish. =)

yesterday is a nice day.
other than a lil bit unhappy thing happened.
1st i met with my favourite girls...
the primary school gang.
shayrol, lillian, fiona.
S.E.L.F.
shit i'm lame. @.@
sayangku fetched me to Sunway Pyramid.
he was not fed up anymore.
i saw him smile. =)
i miss his hand temperature.

and we, the girls shop shop shop..
went in almost quarter of sunway's shoplot. lol.
i want to buy bagsssssssss...
saw so many nice bags.
from Esprit, Converse, Topshop.
shit. am in financial crisis now.
will ask daddy mummy and leen to buy me bags during my 18th sweet birthday.
haha.
bought a Nike water tumbler for Leen.
but she didnt appreciate.
so i will use it. @.@

i felt so sorry to my dear, sayang, sweetheart, lao gong, sunflower.
he waited for me to finish gathering with the girls and went to watch movie ALONE without having lunch. aizs.
feel so bad.
some more i told him i ate edi and made him feel so sick.
160km/h. i still cant forget how the speed point turn to 160km/h..
seriously. 1st time i sat in a car speeding so fast.
damn scary. i cant speak a word. lol.
i really made him angry.
and, i didn't think for him. i didn't ask his opinion if want to eat dinner.
so we went to aeon. and just have drinks. lol.
the atmosphere drop to negative celcius.
i dare not to speak.
cause it's my fault.
keep persuading myself to be as happy as i could.
but shit i failed.

cupcakes.
i just help to do the icing and decoration part only.
cause i was late
and tired.

i have to eliminate shit. i have to change to be not so rude. bla.
bye.

Friday, April 25, 2008

i lurve my blog.
from now onwards
i'm going to write for myself only.

shit.
it's no longer call a blog.
it's a diary.
but diary sounds so girly. =S

I LURVE GAN MING ZU!!!!!
i wanted to tell the whole world bout this.
and i did this after i personalize my blog.
i'm coward.
too self-protective le..
i'm selfish.
i just think for myself.
Gan Ming Zu, u sure very tired le ba?
shit i'm a worst girlfriend.
i don't know what i want.
i don't know what he wants.
i am lost.

i argue with him almost everything this few days.
i am not understanding.
i write bout other boy which almost every boy in the world cant accept his gf to be like that..
i do things without consider the consequence.
i just know how to bullshit.
i ask him don't guess
but i guess more than him.

i give all sort of stupid excuses.
whatever he says
i have gazillion of excuses to say back.

i want to be perfect in his heart.
but what i do just turn upsidedown.

i know he like girls wear skirt..
i try to wear skirt although i really hated it..
but i ruined it.
i make him disappointed..
cause i cant even walk in a proper way after wearing skirt..
i am too used to the way i walk with shorts.
i am rude.
i am sad.
i hate myself why didn't wear more skirts since small..
i just want to see him smile..
but i make him even upset when he sees me wear skirt.
shit.

when i see him fed up.
i cant even speak a word.
cause i know i will make him even fed up.
but when i didnt say anything..
the atmosphere just go so wrong.
i'm like a lack understanding girlfriend.
he wont share with me when he's fed up..
cause he said 'gf is to sayang one.. not to share problem one..'
shit.
if i ask question, he will fed up..
if i dont, i will start guessing..
i choose to guess..
cause at least when guess i have half chance to be right..
but when i start to ask questions, i make him more angry le..

yea. tat person said it right.
he has a not-so-intelligent-gf..
he cannot let his gf to guess..
cause his gf will use more than half year to know the answer..
shit.
why so accurate..
i really dont know what he wants.
how?...

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

today...

stucked.

stucked with kinchin at the bakery for almost 2 and a half hour.. he taught me a lot about life and lurve. he's sooooooooooo..... got brain. =.= i really don't know how he can think such a lot.. he thinks what i think. he thinks what i don't think. omg... he's a good boyfriend. mengyee u damn bliss.. lol.. luckily he's not my cup of tea.. haha.. but he's a great listener.. and analyser.. and advisor. in conclude he's a great LAA... wth me.

stucked in english 093 exam hall for 45min. i should have stucked for 1 and a quarter hour one.. but i did it fast.. kinchin wrote damn slow and his words are so damn small.. still say want to put side side let me to see.. ehleh...

wandered around with kinchin to wait for sms reply and saw the ELS friends.

stucked in FohFoh to have lunch.. damn sad that time but stupid kinchin cant even born a cold joke to comfort me... cause he's colourful one... he wont treat me good one.. =.=

now.. have to stuck in the library until 4pm... apa boleh buat?.. aizs..

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

far. far. far.
further and further.
going to be.
few days once.
tired.

Monday, April 21, 2008

final exam sucks.
my A's gonna fly away.
say chill~ =.=


huishien gonna be a big fat tortoise.

cause she says i always watch movie didn't ajak her..
i say i will next time..
if i don't ajak her i will be tortoise
if she doesn't turn up she will be tortoise.
anyone want to bet?
she will be the tortoise. =p


shitttt.. i really don't feel like having 2 weeks semester holidays.
i will be sien-ing at home like hell.


lol i have nothing to write now but still want to write.
but i still have nothing to write.

so
byee.

Saturday, April 19, 2008

unveil the real me.

should have study Business right now..
but i'm totally not in the mood..
and i think i have few hours more to procrastinate.


my happiness comes from others' pain.
totally true.
cause i'm self-centered.
i think for myself only.
and i always choose the most benefit path.
i am a Gemini.
sorry to tell the truth
but i'm like that.
yet i'm not a bitch
cause at least i wont backstabber or betray or do whatever worse.

i was self-slapping.
cause i can't stop explaining
and find the best excuse among excuses.
too bad.

i was not considering at all.
you know what i do the best?
bullshitting!
i promise a lot
and i break promise a lot too.
don't trust me.
i say without action.

i am childish.
i think like a child
and i was so damn self-righteous.
i am demanding.
i am stupid.

i am a Questionnaire.
with full of fed up questions to be asked.
i am good in pissing people off
and only present them with bunches of sorry
just to make myself feel better.

i am a monkey.
do without think
and think without do.
a stupid demanding monkey
which troubles people only.

i always want support from others
in return i am too stingy to support people.

i am even worse than cigarettes.
at least cigarettes make people feel released after tensioning.
i make people even tension and tired.

my pricky thorns are still pricky.
beware.
i might hurt you.

sometimes,
i hate myself
and i scare of me too.

p/s: no comments no concerns no questions for this post PLS.

Friday, April 18, 2008

=(

most misunderstands are from coincidences.
and explain is just excuses.
i don't really like to explain after misunderstands
but don't know since when
i try to explain hard so that i can be trusted.
still, my efforts are not being recognized.
i am not disappointed. =(

so from now onwards
i will just explain once
then i will pray harder to be trusted.

i hate coincidentSSS
and there are a lot of it kacau-ing my life.
i am sad. =((

Thursday, April 17, 2008

headache headache.
so this post will make it short and sweet. =.=

i was being ignored by a pig..
hmmrrrpp...
wheeeeeerrrreeeee yyyaaaaa?????!!!!!!!!..
=(

i lurve library.
cause i want to make the 300bucks a semester to be worth it.. =.=
library fee for taylor college is 900 bucks annually.
go rompak bank easier la wei.. =.=
so should fully make use of the nice environment........ to sleep.. haha....

oh yea... my 2nd shorty short semester's fee is out...
so this is the list

Tuition fee $4320.00 ($480 per credit hour)
Library fee $ 300.00
Student services fee $ 130.00
Computer fee $ 250.00
Examination fee $ 350.00

Total $5250.00

now oni i know taylor college really charge expensively.. omg.. summore this 5250bucks is just for 10weeks. 1 week i will be spending 525bucks. lol.
i freaking don't know why am i calculating here. =.=

headache headache.
byee.

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

gosh... shouldn't have writing blog again today...
but 1st i have nothing to do.. and it just urge me to write..

today is a sentimental day..
i was so touched when seeing my maid writing greetings to my lil sis, Ena who will be coming back tonight after spending 1 week in China with the rest of my family members. when she asked me if i have paper and pen, i thought what happen to her.. and she explained to me and said she really misses Ena so much.. in her paper which she edited for so many times, she wrote in BM "welcome home Ena, kakak (we used to call my maid like this) misses you so much, good night, i have to sleep first, let's meet tomorrow morning okay? i love you Ena, loves from Kakak Erina." i was so touched.. and she changed the bedsheets yesterday, clean up the bed and everything just now, arranged my sis's bear bear in which my sis usually did, prepared my sis's favorite pajamas so she can change it later, etc... she is so happy that she keep telling me Ena will be back tonight.. she can't wait to see Ena..

and, this is called true love.. this is what the best reason to live even longer in this world. this is the best part of life.. i'm glad i'm still breathing.. =.=
today is a hearty hearty day.. <3<3<3<3<3<3
cause i drew lotsa lotsa heartsssss... =.=

believe me or not..
i'm loving libraries now..
though main campus library's pc really sucks..
but i like its study place better than 11th floor's library.
maybe i don't know the people at main campus, so can more concentrate.. in drawing hearts and playing phone games.. haha... =.=
still, library is really a good place to study lar... abo call library meh..

choryau's lunch is soooooo expensive today...
cause he came all the way from Klang to s/s15 for lunch..
why?.... cause he's in lurve with the food at FohFoh...
see.. told you FohFoh has nice foods.. nice waiterssss too... like the drinks one, nasi lemak one, chicken rice one, prawnmee one, claypot chicken rice one.. the people there really warm my heart.. i bet i will be missing there next year... i lurve FohFoh too... my chrysanthemum can drink!! dunno why.. the chry can drink there seems to be tastier.. =.=

Tzen, i've done my frontpage project!!!! all by my own!! proud.. =)
next week u ffk u die.. blek..
go singapore har... help me to buy some statement teessss...
alyssa said singapore has nice and cheap statement teess.. plsss..

i dont want to end my semester so fast.... i miss this semester.. other than GBUS la..
i just started to enjoy my classes.. then then then... the semester gonna end this week... why like that??... hrmmmpp.. =(

i dont want two weeks holidays.. cause.. i ve no plan on that 2 weeks + sunflower is having exams that time.. siennnnnn larrr...

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

was freaking emo now..
do you people know me well???
everyone keeps a lil secretive part of them..
u step over, u die.
mind my words. hell!

****
skip off emo part..
2day was the very 1st day i was in the library for so long..
bout 4 hours..
and guess what..
i'm in main campus' library.
not chun at all. =.=

***
and, today is a brown day.
(it's a sweet day for sue ann)
cause most of the people is wearing brown..
even by passers...
brown - me wearing this too. =p

Monday, April 14, 2008

pissing off at the moment..
nobody thinks for me..
grrr...
feel like bitting ppl..
or anyone volunteer to let me scream at???....
rawr!!!

Sunday, April 13, 2008

my legs are suffering from numbness almost half of twenty-four seven.
shitttttt... my blood circulatory system is getting worse..
=(((((((((((((

Honey Lemon..

i ve tried on to make a tasty honey lemon for many many times today..
still..
i can't get what i want..
summore now i confused on the honey lemon i wanted to make and those i made which i was not satisfied.. wth...
i havent try to add sugar..
i ve tried to use tea instead of plain water..
but my house left 2 teabags and i used em all..
still...
no good result..
and there's a pig restrict me to do honey lemon for 3 days....
coz i'm almost going crazy for TASTY honey lemon.. =.=
yea i guess so..
i'm stubborn la..
hmm.. no no.. is too insist on it..
i have to make a perfect honey lemon..
i mean it..
siapa nak tunjuk ajar a bit???...

*honey lemon is not as easy as you think.. seriously.. i'm going crazy.. =.=

Saturday, April 12, 2008

one more step nearer...
but sometimes will feel guilty when think more..
yes.. there's no turning back.. no regret..
don't even want to think is it right or wrong..
bet it's right. =)
finger-crossed.

Friday, April 11, 2008

serious a??....

yes. serious. it has been abusively used by GAN MING ZU.. serious a?.. =p

the journey from port klang to klang by bus this morning is only 10 minutes.. o.O 6 in the morning mar.. duh...

Jocin became even leng lui edi.. =)

honey lemon honey lemon honey lemon... tasty honey lemonnnnnn..... oh god.. sick of that edi.. i know i can do it one... i can i can..

Math test seriously all agak agak one.. serious a?.. abuthen.. =.= pray for all right. haha..

English presentation sucks!! 1st time get such low mark. i was nervous.. what i want to say i forget em all.. so i keep reading from the slides.. hell hell hell.. then the marks keep fly away la.. should have do more preparation.. aizs..

i have lunch at pasar there with sunflower and friends. the food there is freaking cheap la.. i mean compare to all restaurants in s/s15.

GBUS CSR presentation was damn sien.. bt is glad to know Ainsyah.. she's friendly. she's nice. =) and when i speak malay to her.. she was shocked.. cause she thought i'm a KOREAN????... lol.. which part of me look like korean??.. haha.. i laugh like what.. summore she said my face looks like children's face.. =.= chubby huh?.. i know i know.. don't remind me la wei..

1st time borrow bookssss from the library.. =) i went to wrong counter summore.. =.= damn sia suei..

enough said.

Thursday, April 10, 2008

in computer lab now?.. lol.. i'm like whole day at Taylor's nowadays... =.=

idiots, pls don't use others' name to spam my cbox k... i welcome those friendly spamming.. bt use ur own name la wei.... wth la..

*******

i received the chocolate chip cookies by Tzen... i'm touched.. thanks Tzen... i feel like baking cookies too... cause everyone around me knows how to bake... i don't want to be katak di bawah longkang.. summore longkang tertutup... =.= I WANT TO BAKE!!!!! i mean it.. i will bake.. stay tuned friends.. =)

******

i tried on the honey lemon i did for few times already..
still, i cant find out what is wrong...
i asked xinyi, sam, kinchin, mengyee to try on too...
one says lemon got prob.. one says honey got prob.. one says my water got prob???.....
so what now???...
damn confused.. what is wrong??????....... =(

******

i have 2 presentations 2ml - ENG093 & GBUS102 and 1 test - MATH110..
and tomorrow AFS will be having a roadshow at Kwang Hua... i want to go back to talk bout my JENESYS experience la... =(
i hate school tomorrow.. make me cant go back to kwang hua.. i hate school tommorow!!!

If given two choice, what do you do?..

i read this from a forward email by a friend. it touched me. don't ignore this. read it.

What would you do if you are given two choices?....you make the choice.
Don't look for a punch line, there isn't one.
Read it anyway.

My question is: Would you have made the same choice?

At a fundraising dinner for a school that serves children with learning disabilities, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question: 'When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does, is done with perfection. Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children do. Where is the natural order of things in my son?'

The audience was stilled by the query.The father continued. 'I believe that when a child like Shay, who was mentally and physically disabled comes into the world, an opportunity to realize true human nature presents itself, and it comes in the way other people treat that child.'

Then he told the following story: Shay and I had walked past a park where some boys Shay knew were playing baseball. Shay asked, 'Do you think they'll let me play?' I knew that most of the boys would not want someone like Shay on their team, but as a father I also understood that if my son were allowed to play, it would give him a much-needed sense of belonging and some confidence to be accepted by others in spite of his handicaps.

I approached one of the boys on the field and asked (not expecting much) if Shay could play. The boy looked around for guidance and said, 'We're losing by six runs and the game is in the eighth inning. I guess he can be on our team and we'll try to put him in to bat in the ninth inning.'

Shay struggled over to the team's bench and, with a broad smile, put on a team shirt. I watched with a small tear in my eye and warmth in my heart. The boys saw my joy at my son being accepted. In the bottom of the eighth inning, Shay's team scored a few runs but was still behind by three. In the top of the ninth inning, Shay put on a glove and played in the right field. Even though no hits came his way, he was obviously ecstatic just to be in the game and on the field, grinning from ear to ear as I waved to him from the stands. In the bottom of the ninth inning, Shay's team scored again. Now, with two outs and the bases loaded, the potential winning run was on base and Shay was scheduled to be next at bat.

At this juncture, do they let Shay bat and give away their chance to win the game? Surprisingly, Shay was given the bat. Everyone knew that a hit was all but impossible because Shay didn't even know how to hold the bat properly, much less connect with the ball.

However, as Shay stepped up to the plate, the pitcher, recognizing that the other team was putting winning aside for this moment in Shay's life, moved in a few steps to lob the ball in softly so Shay could at least make contact. The first pitch came and Shay swung clumsily and missed. The pitcher again took a few steps forward to toss the ball softly towards Shay. As the pitch came in, Shay swung at the ball and hit a slow ground ball right back to the pitcher.

The game would now be over. The pitcher picked up the soft grounder and could have easily thrown the ball to the first baseman. Shay would have been out and that would have been the end of the game.Instead, the pitcher threw the ball right over the first baseman's head, out of reach of all team mates. Everyone from the stands and both teams started yelling, 'Shay, run to first! Run to first!' Never in his life had Shay ever run that far, but he made it to first base. He scampered down the baseline, wide-eyed and startled.

Everyone yelled, 'Run to second, run to second!' Catching his breath, Shay awkwardly ran towards second, gleaming and struggling to make it to the base. By the time Shay rounded towards second base, the right fielder had the ball... the smallest guy on their team who now had his first chance to be the hero for his team. He could have thrown the ball to the second-baseman for the tag, but he understood the pitcher's intentions so he, too, intentionally threw the ball high and far over the third-baseman's head. Shay ran toward third base deliriously as the runners ahead of him circled the bases toward home.

All were screaming, 'Shay, Shay, Shay, all the Way Shay!' Shay reached third base because the opposing shortstop ran to help him by turning him in the direction of third base, and shouted, 'Run to third! Shay, run to third!' As Shay rounded third, the boys from both teams, and the spectators, were on their feet screaming, 'Shay, run home! Run home!' Shay ran to home, stepped on the plate, and was cheered as the hero who hit the grand slam and won the game for his team.

'That day', said the father softly with tears now rolling down his face, 'the boys from both teams helped bring a piece of true love and humanity into this world'.

Shay didn't make it to another summer. He died that winter, having never forgotten being the hero and making me so happy, and coming home and seeing his Mother tearfully embrace her little hero of the day!


AND NOW A LITTLE FOOT NOTE TO THIS STORY:
We all send thousands of jokes through the e-mail without a second thought, but when it comes to sending messages about life choices, people hesitate. The crude, vulgar, and often obscene pass freely through cyberspace, but public discussion about decency is too often suppressed in our schools and workplaces. If you're thinking about forwarding this message, chances are that you're probably sorting out the people in your address book who aren't the 'appropriate' ones to receive this type of message.

Well, the person who sent you this believes that we all can make a difference. We all have thousands of opportunities every single day to help realize the 'natural order of things.' So many seemingly trivial interactions between two people present us with a choice: Do we pass along a little spark of love and humanity or do we pass up those opportunities and leave the world a little bit colder in the process?

A wise man once said every society is judged by how it treats it's least fortunate amongst them.
You now have two choices:
1. Delete
2. Repost =)

Wednesday, April 9, 2008

procrastinating...

i'm in the library now.. lol..

yesterday evening wanted to write blog edi.. but my laptop macam kena spyware or whatever la.. so lag.. summore keep hanging.. wanted to post the picture tzen sent to me.. then hang again... then forced to restart the laptop.. =.= nvm.. will post it tonight or tommorow.. =)

btw, i'm so looking forward for my cookies baked by tzen..
her 1st time.. given to me, xinyi and momoko.. =.=
chocolate chips cookies eh..
i like i like.. XD

okay.. so my ADP gang.. i'm the worst la wei.. now everyone tried to cook or bake.. left me don't know how to bake or cook.. i mean other than maggi la wei..
summore tzen said pity sunflower cause have this gf.. =.=
yea la wei.. so impossible for me to be a housewife k..
i have reason not to cook or bake one...
i sayang my kitchen ma.... i scare i cook le the kitchen will be in fire...
see i'm so considered... =P

my 1st step...
i want to do tasty honey lemon!!!!!!
someone tunjuk ajar a bit can a?..
today hor..
early morning woke up and try to do for sunflower..
but the taste something wrong la..
not like those honey lemon i drank before..
it tasted bad..
and and and..........
i was disappointed.. =(
got any secret recipe one a?...
i just mix the honey with warm water..
then squeeze quarter of lemon..
then then? anything more to add?...
any idea friends????....

Monday, April 7, 2008

congratz to HER on passing driving test. hello i didn't mention ur name edi har. =.=

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in GBUS class, we have class project to do today. it's fun! cause no lesson. haha.
so this activity is to let us experience on marketing. how we innovate our product, advertise it, etc.
Miss Lim split our class into two groups. and both groups were given a aluminium can (recycled from mushroom soup can. =.=). the theme of this product is LoLiPop!! yea. cause most of us lurve to eat lolipop during GBUS class. =.=

so after discussion, this was our product. betul-betul canggih. in this can contains 5 lolipop, this lolipop can open the wrapper by itself, spin by itself so no need so tired to lick lick lick =.=, and can store it back if you cannot finish. lol. it's call the LOLLYPOP MAID!! =.= why maid? okay cause maid help you to do everything like this product. haha.

tadaa~
this one is after spinning out then if press the button beside the lolipop will spin by itself.


Sean and Alyssa is doing the advertisement.

see our poster behind?.. we figured out that word "SHLEEESH~~!" it's the sound effect of sucking. =.=

oooo... our beloved competitor with their "Dip 'n Pop" lolipop. haha.
their slogan is 'Dip It! Lick It! Pop It!'
summore their poster wrotes 'u get a chance to win an i-phone!' lol.
lame la wei.
but fun.. haha..

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see this cutie gingerbread girl?... it's wholly baked by Momoko!! it's awesome man~
Lu Heok Tzen, few months ago u said u want to learn to make Pau one.. where har?.. why no more edi one?.. blek.. haha..


oopppsss.. dun ask me where the left eye gone. =.=

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cacat la wei tat word. i dunno how to use photoshop la wei. =.=
i'm from the dinosaur era one.. just got paint oni. =.=

<3
no sick ya.
no no no.

Eva.Blogspot.Com

u know i've been seaching for this www.eva.blogspot.com page for so long..
and finally i get thru it.
okay. it's a really SUPER UBER blog
and
apparently the owner of the blog just want to tell others that
uber is a cool word??.. wth.
if you are not interested in blogging,
don't even start a blog la..
or else delete your blog la wei..
*frustrated*
wth are you welcoming ppl to ur empty site?.. bla.
so friends, please visit this
super Uber-Blog!
wth u have the same name with me.
at least precious your blog pls.
rawr.

Sunday, April 6, 2008

hell it's so accurate...




What Tee E Va Means



You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.

You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.

You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.



You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.











You are very hyper. You never slow down, even when it's killing you.

You're the type of person who can be a workaholic during the day... and still have the energy to party all night.

Your energy is definitely a magnet for those around you. People are addicted to your vibe.



You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.

so this blog post is nothing to do with Tzen. cause she says i lurve to write bout her. bla. =.=

sunflower is sick. so sick.
got every possible sickness.
fever, cough, cold, running nose, sore throat....
...everything.
he's making me sick too. =(
what can i do la wei...
*frustrating*

so not good.
hell la.

Saturday, April 5, 2008

i am half way through. i am satisfied.
i am blissful. i am contented.
i am grateful. i am happy.
i am hoping for a smoother upcoming way.
i lurve you.
<3

ADP's cultural day.

Momoko, Tzen and yours truly wore chinese traditional clothes lor.. xinyi wore vietnamese constume.. kinchin wore hawaiian style. =.= btw, hawaiian is not malaysia's culture. haha.. i'm bad.

Momoko aka The 初二, Yours truly aka The 初一, Tzen aka The 初三. lol.

Tzen claimed that her clothes like ah ma.. so she hided behind momoko. lame.
omg.. my tummy!! gonna start dieting 2ml. 2ml 2ml 2ml.. i will! @.@

xoxo.

Friday, April 4, 2008

it's all about college. lol.

this post i wrote for 3 days. =.= procrastinating! my pro man..

(this is what i wrote yesterday in the library.)
so now in the library, waiting for that bloody fatty leen to finish her lunch with her good old friends, plus lonely me ditched by Tzen and Momoko, so i'm here... =.=

okay. i shall write bout yesterday. so many things happened. lol.

ytd started off quite good. i surprised KinChin in the library at 8.30 early in the morning when my classes should start at 10.20. okay la. u know la. i have motivation to wake up early now ma.. =.= i feel good! haha..

then have my breakfast with Tzen at FohFoh.. today i drank Milo ice instead of Chrysanthemum can drink. surpised that korkor oso.. cause he gestured to me if i want chry tea, and i said no la.. 2day drink milo ice.. =.=
don't think that she's hardworking.. actually she is drawing the next photo. =.= btw, she is Lu Heok Tzen. =.=

English class was good. three of us, the Kinchin, the Heok Tzen and yours truly presented well. kinchin's on the spot elaboration damn geng la wei.. his every last-minute-work is the best work. haha..
this drew by Tzen aka Zoe. u see.. three of us presenting English. =.= kinchin's hair so cool man.. haha.. he is the saddening one.. haha...

CSCI Tzen sat bside me.. quite boring la wei.. so i told her a joke..
Eva: "Tzen, bread and coffee which one more chatty?.."
Tzen: *thinking* "Coffee!!" *whoah.. so confident..*
Eva: "Wrong!! haha.. it's bread.. cause BreadTalk and KopiTiam.."
i know tzen feel like punching me that time.. halo.. i make ur day better k.. sometimes lame is good k.. =.=

we visited Uncle Ronald in the afternoon.. 4 of us.. gossiping, crapping, laughing like nobody elses there.. hey everyone, have u guys heard of 鸟不拉屎,乌龟不生蛋???? it's quoted from Tzen and she is so proud bout this and used it for so many times already. and, blur me still thought "waaaa... tzen so geng ler... know such bombastic chinese idiom!!" and only know that this is the wrong idiom.. haha.. where got tortoise one?... xinyi said should be 狗不拉屎,鸟不生蛋.. =.= she changed it and copyrighted it. lol. Tzen, i know u like to entertain us la wei.. haha...

then cause of this bloody chinese idiom, i just can't relate tortoise and turtle at the moment. damn la wei.. guess what stupid question i asked?..
*laughing at Tzen*..
Eva: "eh.. but tortoise lay eggs wan meh?"
*three of them stoned for seconds.. then laugh insanely..*
Tzen: "eh we studied bout this since primary school la wei..."
Momoko: "u still claimed yourself as pure science student a? haha.."
*still laughing insanely nonstop..*
halo gals, i really cant think of any relation between turtle and tortoise that time ler.... so stupid la wei.. okay.. i entertained them a lot oso. =.=


*photos*

Tzen and Pork Noodle. she merajuk to me before we went to eat this.. cause that time she deperately wan to eat that. =.=

Tzen and kok fa. my favorites.

Stupid la de S terbalik edi..

yours truly.

Wednesday, April 2, 2008

The 11 BIG things today..

uhh... i hate 5cm. don't tell me anything of 5cm anymore.. no no noooo...

  1. thanks to Tzen for april fooling me yesterday after i post up the previous blog. a bit lame. but thanks. =)
  2. Ms Ng told us we have to wear traditional costume this friday for the cultural day. omg.. summore need to wear formal, no jeans, no shorts, die la wei... i wear shorts to school only la.. sometimes jeans but not formal wear?.. screwed me up man.. if we are not wearing any traditional clothes or not formal enough, 5 marks will be deducted from math test. wth. what rule is this??... @.@
  3. Shalini's playing putting tongue out with me.. =P like this.. and we used to ask each other to SHADDUP la!!.. =.= she's fun. she's LOUD too.. haha.. she's nice. XD
  4. 21st of April will be the sucky day ever. 2 finals in one day.. math and gbus.. die la wei.. 11-1 & 2-4.. really die la.. math 8 chapters and gbus 8 units (1 unit has few chapters.) @.@ my brain storage not enough la wei.. =(
  5. oh yea.. Marsha brighten up my day today. in math class, she said:"Eva, can u lend me your brain during exams a?.." =.= i'm not that good in math la wei.. but still, so so happy after hear that.. thanks Marsha. =)
  6. u noe what.. i wore Supergirl's tee today.. and and and... what a coincident.. Sarah's boyfriend is wearing the same Superman shirt.. =.= so paiseh la when saw Sarah.. feel like changing shirt with her.. =.= Tzen's fault la.. she so exaggerating la.. i'm rushing my homework then she suddenly rushed in and say in so nervous way, like something big gonna happen.. "Eva! Eva! there's someone wearing same shirt with you la wei!!!!!!.. faster go n c!!!" =.= she lame la wei.. haha...
  7. KTM SUCKSSSSSSS!! there's a broke down today AGAIN!! waited for more than 45 mins. wth.. regretted i didn't stay back to do my bloody frontpage. aizs..
  8. my palmOne ter-slipped off my hand today. dropped on the floor, half hancur.. luckily i applied CPR immediately. now it's okay. =.=
  9. met Zheng Kai in the train today.. he is pursuing Jewelry Design in petaling. damn special la his course.. this so-called friend i met randomly at Kwang Hua, so glad he still remember me. we met so dramatically. =.= when Pendidikan Jasmani period, playing basketball, my aiming damn sucks, the ball bounced back and kena his head. he so lucky wei. =.= this how i knew him, from a ball. =.= sounds so wrong la wei.. =.=
  10. Tzen told me not to be so faithful to my bf. =.= "when u see a better boy, sure u go for the better one rite?.. what for being so loyal?.. you're not a dog k.." oppss... i did not agree with her. i'm the loyal one.. but don't compare me with a dog k, Tzen?.. i lurve sunflower more than sun. and if there's really a sun, i still lurve my sunflower. =p guys out there... stay away from Zoe Lu Heok Tzen.. she's not the faithful one... hahaha... =P actually she's cute la wei.. she likes to merajuk one.. haha.. XD
  11. ohhhh.... today having dinner with my family at Coconut Flower, Teluk Gong. then u noe wat.. that 8tv's show "Ho Chiak!!"'s host came over our table.. interviewed my mum and grandmother. =.= they so paiseh.. me too. maybe u guys can see me in TV on 4th May. =.=
still... i don't want 5cm..................... pls..

Tuesday, April 1, 2008

photossss.

randomly...in the SteakHouse. just wan to emphasize on that S.
i lurve this pic la wei.. very much!

i hardly hide my eye.

suddenly miss my secondary school time. i did this pose before. =.=

c how chubby i am.. currently added on 3kg again. aizs.
start on diet 2ml.

screwed-up face + punch.
bla.

omg.. c my face is sumthin like the mickey mouse..
got extra chubby one..

seriously.. i wasn't late for classes anymore..
this i took when i was alone in english class.
reach too early. ntg to do.. =.=

tak tau pantai apa.. near kapar there one..
me and ena holding kite string la wei..
so invisible that bloody string..

that's all.
i guess.

April Fool.. duh?..

this April fool day wasn't that interesting after all..
i was fooled by Sean and Tzen only.
summore i was so easily fooled by them..
so nothing interesting to say bout..
lame la wei.. damn sien la..
frens out there.. few more hours before today over..
fool me wei.. in more creative way k..
at least there's something to talk bout when ppl ask bout my 1/4/08.
fast fast fast..



today is our 150+1 days anniversary.
acceptable rite?.. =.=
my fault la wei..
i suck in important dates..
forgive me la dear.. =(

L.U.R.V.E..

...which i preferred to have!
i lurve you. i do. =)